Wednesday, June 16, 2004 @ 5:03 PM
it's my oFF day today...gonna meet dEAr @amk mrt station laTEr cos he said that he needs to talk to me...on mon,he did sms me and asked whether we could talk...that's why we've decided to meet today since it's my oFF dAy...when i asked wat's so important that he wanted to tell me and why he can't tell me over the fone...he had no replies to these ans...by then...i had hesistations..bad omens...sudden laCk of confidence...i dunno wat he's thinking..wat he wanted to tell me...
yesterday nite,i kept thinking and guessing wat he wants to say to me..it's all bad signs..signs of him telling me that he wanna "break-up" with me...i cried and cried...am i thinking too much?!i hope i am..i really hope i am...i even pray to god that it's gonna be something gD which he wants to share it with me...that's why wanted to see me and tell me personally.....haiz~no matter wat..i still have to meet him to noe the outcome rite?!there's feAR in my heart now..feAr of losing him................
